Monday, October 11, 2004

I have this food problem lately. I stare at the fridge and nothing looks good..not even the tub of cool whip, so I don't eat. Then I sit here at work STARVING. Yesterday, I ate two chocolate chip cookies, and a piece of pizza. All day. I know this is not smart. I know this is the wrong thing to do. Yet here I am, Monday morning at almost 11 and I've had a 1/2 piece of swiss cheese. What is my problem? I'm not doing it to "punish" myself, which I have done in the past, for being fat, or not working out, or whatever. I'm just totally uninterested in eating. The worst part is, I'm breastfeeding, and now I'm not making enough milk. You'd think that would put me back on the right track. But you'd be wrong.

Oy. I gotta go get something to eat.